Get To The Mountain

Elijah was suicidal.

He wasn’t trying to preach or prophesy—he was done.

He asked God to take his life.

And how did God respond?

Not with a lecture.

Not with condemnation.

Not even with a command to “repent.”

God gave him food.

God gave him rest.

And God gave him time—forty days, to be exact.

And then God gave him a mountain.

Elijah didn’t get healed at the tree.

He didn’t get delivered in the valley.

He had to travel—as he was—through the wilderness of depression, doubt, and despair.

God didn’t fix Elijah before the journey.

He didn’t require him to be mentally stable, emotionally healthy, or spiritually on fire.

He just said, “Come.”

And Elijah came.

Weak.

Broken.

Still suicidal.

When he got to the mountain, God didn’t change the question.

He asked Elijah the same thing.

And Elijah gave the same answer.

Because transformation doesn’t come from better answers—it comes from God’s presence.

That’s where the shift happened.

At the mouth of the cave.

When the glory came.

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So if you're gay, addicted, prideful, a coward, greedy, living with your boyfriend, or high right now…

Don’t try to fix it first. Don’t clean yourself up. Don’t fake being holy.

Just get to the mountain.

You will not leave the mountain the same.